lagi dan lagi.....

aku x tau kenapa apabila allah uji ak bab2 kekeluargaan ak sgt lemah, longlai dan rase x bermaya lagi. huhuhu......
menitis air mata ni sewaktu ak mendgr luahan kakak ak. "kak kiah kecik ati ngn kau, napa kau ckp mcm tu?" .x terlintas niat hati nak ckp mcmtu, sungguh demi nama tuhanku. mungkin ak terlmpau memikirkn keburukn dr kebaikn. ak saya kn mereka mana mungkin ak melukan hati mereka2 yg ak sayangi dgn sengaja?

tanpa lengah ak terus talipon kak kiah, xplain semua yg trjadi n minx maaf. hanya sura gelak tawa sahaja yg kedengaran dr kakak, tp itu x menggambarkn hatinya sudah mula sembuh dr luka yg ak lakukn, i have mad a big mistake, again n again. walaupon perkataan maaf sudh keluar dr mulut berulang kali tp perasaan bersalah itu tetap ada.

kalau ak dapat mengundur masa, ak pasti perbetulkn masalah ni, hubungnku dgn org luar hebat, tetapi dgn kakak ku sendiri tidak, itu la ayat yg terngiyang, ngiyang di otaku. ak bersalah!!!

dear sister,
i have made a big mistake, i did something make ur heart broken, i made ur tears falling down. i know that eventhough u ddint tell it. forgive me, dont make my sory nothing to u.

my beloved sister,
with the name of allah, i promise i will keep my mouth silent from hurting u again n again
u are part of my body, abah create us with love n care, hoping to us to have a good relationship till jannah. emak raise us with patient n prays. promise, i will repair our relationship until u forgot all the mistake i've did before. i will pay all. its my promise

luv u my sister
jannah is our aim
n thaousand of apologies

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