life is not easy like i thought before!!!!!!!
sadness trying to build a circle around me......
how unlucky i am.....
sometime the word " give up" cross to my mind......
what should i do???
what should i do???

suddenly loss the reasons of my life,
what happen???
what happen to me????
all question sound like crazy
but till now i repeatedly  wonder
y im still alive
eventhough until now i don't even know
the ability, the strength and the uniqueness of me
to stand up a line with others.......
i really loss right now....
i hope the moment i am facing will be  end as soon as i open my eyes tomorrow......