x yah nak happy new year sgt la....
kan da sambut dlu, tahun baru dlm islam, da lah...
brape kali nak new year nie....huuhuhu

sms berjele, nak wish......
call x enti2 nak wish sahaja....hahhahaa
klaka la wey, seriously i dont like...
the end....
jahat kan ak.....hahahhhaa
sory......

kehilangan

something weird.....
ak da x brani mcm dulu, x bleh nak berdikari plak...
nak pg jj or tesco pon x brani sensorg
nak nek kete pon x confident, parah2....:(
need improvement......need it !!!!
independent women can walk alone
indepedent women can shop alone
yeah!!!!! i can do it.....

finding a way to move on....

actually life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated..
shoot the moon....
even if you miss, at least  you'll land among the star...
like people always talk, dream never end like a circle of the world
so, always move a head don't ever look back ....
shoot everything that u want, until the end of ur life....
^_^

alhamdulilah.....
im going back to normal.....
but still wondering something
missing something that always make me happy
and i keep asking to my self
y all this happen to me....
 there is no point to question all this thing
because, ALLAH know better than me.....
 the word stubborn always represent me...
the excuses also  synonym with me....

perlukan perubahan !!!!!!!.....
sekarang.......sekarang jugak.....

''Never compare your life story with those in the movies, because they are written by scriptwriters. Yours is written by Allah''

independent

why so hard to grab it??

im trying to be independent n i admit it, its too hard, its too pain n its not easy like i said before...

yes, i admit that alone is painful, and only people that have the strength can be alone

but, i have to be alone, i have make preparation to be alone..... i have to

because, preparation is important to me....

i have  my own reason to do that, nobody will understand....nobody

its hard, its pain.................................

'Worry Ends' by Sami Yusuf

Don’t be saddened by what you see
By all the lies and treachery
Life is cruel but don’t worry
In your heart lies the key
To unwind all the secrets
Of this life we see
When you feel you’ve lost it all
When you don’t know who’s your friend or foe
You wonder why you’re so alone
Worry ends when faith begins
Don’t be sad by what you see
It’s true life has its miseries
But one thing’s always worked for me
Worry ends when faith begins
Don’t be saddened by what you see
I know life can be crazy
A showcase of hypocrisy
In the form of piety
It’s just one big mystery
For you and me
I found my peace deep within
Calling inside
Follow what you feel is right
So trust your heart go ahead
Don’t lose sight
Follow that voice deep inside
When you feel you’ve lost it all
When you don’t know who’s your friend or foe
You wonder what you’re so alone
Worry ends when faith begins
Don’t be sad by what you see
It’s true life has it’s miseries
But one thing’s always worked for me
Worry ends when faith begins
If you’re weak it’s not a crime
Don’t you know it’s blessing in disguise
To know who’s honest and who spread lies
Worry ends when faith begins
Don’t be sad by what you see
It’s true life has it’s miseries
But one thing’s always worked for me
Worry ends when faith begins

'Worry Ends' by Sami Yusuf

ya ALLAH please make me strong.....

release my burden

reduce my pain.....

help me to forget my past

n guide me to create new chapter...

i dont want to reapeted the mistake againt

the biggest mistake that i did before

i'm not strong enough, 

i;m tired, n i'm really want to back to normal.

thanks a lot to my friends

for the support

for the guide

for the help n 

for all sacrifaction that u did to me

i dont know how to pay all your effort

i'm praying that ALLAH will make ur life easy 

n step forward close to ALLAH......

ameen............

i need someone to talk to.......
every movement,
every single things that i did,
every single word that i speak
every single idea that i think....
nobody  consent about what im trying to do
nobody hear about  what im trying to voice out...
they only show their sympathy and laughing at me.....
that what im feel at this time....
only one word represent my heart " suffer always be my shadow"
and i still wonder, y this happen to me......

life is not easy like i thought before!!!!!!!
sadness trying to build a circle around me......
how unlucky i am.....
sometime the word " give up" cross to my mind......
what should i do???
what should i do???

suddenly loss the reasons of my life,
what happen???
what happen to me????
all question sound like crazy
but till now i repeatedly  wonder
y im still alive
eventhough until now i don't even know
the ability, the strength and the uniqueness of me
to stand up a line with others.......
i really loss right now....
i hope the moment i am facing will be  end as soon as i open my eyes tomorrow......